| Location | Feltham Middx |
| Age | 54 years |
| Cause of Death | Cancer |
| Date of Birth | 14/06/1952 |
| Date of Death | 25/03/2007 |
| Visitors | 1,894 since 22/12/2008 |
| Creator |
MY MUM
ITS FOUR YEARS SINCE MUM PASSED AWAY
THE PAIN,GUILT IS STILL THERE JUST LESS RAW
MUM WAS TOLD SHE HAD CANCER AND SHE WENT INTO "FIGHT MODE" SHE GAVE IT ALL SHE COULD AND THEN SOME.. I KNEW SHE WAS SCARED BUT TO PROTECT OTHERS SHE NEVER SHOWED ANY TEARS OR SPOKE ABOUT CERTAIN THINGS.
MUM WAS RESPONDING TO THE TREATMENT,ALTHOUGH IT WASNT GOING TO DO CURE JUST GIVE TIME,BUT IN JAN 2007 I NOTICED MUM WAS DIFFERENT,STRANGE...AND AFTER GOING WITH HER IN A AMBERLANCE I WAS TOLD IT WAS IN THE BRAIN...
MUM WAS ASKED IF SHE WANTED A OP,WHERE THEY COULD EASE THE PRESSURE ON HER BRAIN,MUM BEING CONFUSSED SAID YES.. NO NO NO,YES I WANTED MY MUM TO BE HERE FOREVER,ID HAVE SWAPPED PLACES WITH HER IN A HEARTBEAT BUT TO DO THAT FOR 2 WEEKS EXTRA...NO
MUM WENT TO A HOSPICE WHERE SHE STAYED FOR 3 WEEKS,2 WEEKS LONGER THAN THEY SAID.
HER LAST NIGHT I STAYED WITH HER,LAYING ON THE BED AND IN THE NIGHT MUM CALLED ME FOR A DRINK,GETTING THE WRONG ONE MUM CALLED ME A SILLY COW,AND SMILED,I WATCHED MUM ALL NIGHT
WHEN IT CAME TO THE NURSES WASHING HER I TOOK A WALK AROUND THE HOSPICE,RETURNING 30 MINS LATER I WAS TOLD TO PHONE WHO WAS NEEDED
IT WAS THEN I REALISED THAT MUM WAS GOING TO LEAVE ME
EVERYONE WHO SHOULD BE THERE WAS,BUT OTHERS WERE ALSO THERE WHO SHOULDNT HAVE BEEN,MY NAN GOT THERE 40 MIN BEFORE MUM DIED,
THE RADIO WAS ON AND MUMS FAV SONG FROM THE FOUR TOPS CAME ON FOLLOWED BY JAMES MORRISONS YOU GIVE ME SOMETHING,WHEN THAT SONG STAYED MUM WHO HAD NOT OPENED HER EYES SINCE SHE WANTED A DRINK TURNED TO ME AND SHE WAS GONE.......WHY WHY WHY
MUM ...MY MUM WAS EVERYTHING TO ME,AND LIFE HASNT BEEN THE SAME SINCE
MUM LEFT BEHIND MANY THAT LOVED HER,HER GRANDSONS CHARLIE AND MASON AND ADAM AND MUM NOW HAS A GRANDAUGHTER WILLOW (MUM LOVED WEEPING WILLOW TREES)
I WISH WILLOW HAD KNOWN HER NANA,
MUM HAD PUT UP WITH ALOT OF ** FROM SOMEONE SHE SHOULD NEVER HHAVE HAD TOO.AND THE GUILT FOR NOT BEING ABLE TO DO MORE WILL LIVE WITH ME UNTILL I DIE
THE ONLY GOOD THING IS SHE DOESNT HAVE TO PUT UP WITH THAT NOW AND IS FREE AND SAFE AND WITH HER MUM
THE TROUBLE IS THEY LEFT ME BEHIND
MUM I LOVED YOU SO SO MUCH AND THANKYOU FOR BEING MY MUM
TO LOVE YOU WAS EASY BUT TO LET YOU GO IMPOSSIBLE XXX
christmas 2011
dearest mum,
its christmas eve...and in 5 min its christmas day
ive been thinking about coming here every day,but i said christmas and here i am
charlie.mason,adam and willow are asleep but only just and im going very soon
mum..............i miss u so very much and think about what you would be doing now...telly on,nan watching telly upstairs and its upsetting to know its not happening
your missed so very much,five years in march ...time is cruel
i want you..where ever you are to have a very happy christmas,i love you with all my heart
merry christmas mummy xxxxxx
hiya beautiful
me again.
really miss u mum,thinking why some cant admit what they done...and believe that time wipes away what they did??
but i remember and that makes what happened to you and nan real,and by that its not forgotten,and not through choice
you are at peace now,and nan,they coming year i think its time for me to real start living,to get offthe tablets and be the person YOU made..
i will say that i am sorry again for for not doing more,and you know what i mean,,,i also want to thankyou mum for showing me what a fighter is
next year is 5 years since you was taken from me,five years that i missed out on,and i hope that you know how loved you was,still are and that you will never ever be far from my mind and heart
i need to start coming here less,and i hope u understand why....i know you will
i will also place your ashes where u wanted them to be,which i should have down by now,,for that im sorry mum.
please keep an eye on your babies,although they are aging far to quick,
i love u mum,more than u could ever know xxxxxx
i will pop by christmas ok
lots mum...your very proud daughter popit xxxxxx
nov 30th 2011 masons 12th birthday
hiya beautiful
masons 12 today...bless him
cant believe it...12
miss u mum need u here xxx
nov 23rd 2011
my birthday mum x
god i wish u was here,i want to hear the phone ring and it be you xx
miss u mum xxx
my birthday wednesday
id give anything for you to be here
getting older lol but still need my mum x
ur the best mum x
mum
IF I COULD HAVE A LIFE TIME WISH
A DREAM THAT COULD COME TRUE
ID PRAY TO HIM WITH ALL MY HEART
FOR YESTURDAY WITH YOU!
A 1000 WPRDS CANT BRING YOU BACK
I KNOW BECAUSE IVE TRIED
AND NEITHER WOULD A BILLION TEARS
I KNOW BECAUSE IVE CRIED
YOU LEFT BEHIND MY BROKEN HEART
AND HAPPY MEMORIES TOO
BUT I NEVER WANTED MEMORIES MUM
I ONLY WANTED YOU XXXXXX
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