| Location | Feltham Middx |
| Age | 54 years |
| Cause of Death | Cancer |
| Date of Birth | 14/06/1952 |
| Date of Death | 25/03/2007 |
| Visitors | 2,223 since 22/12/2008 |
| Creator |
MY MUM
ITS FOUR YEARS SINCE MUM PASSED AWAY
THE PAIN,GUILT IS STILL THERE JUST LESS RAW
MUM WAS TOLD SHE HAD CANCER AND SHE WENT INTO "FIGHT MODE" SHE GAVE IT ALL SHE COULD AND THEN SOME.. I KNEW SHE WAS SCARED BUT TO PROTECT OTHERS SHE NEVER SHOWED ANY TEARS OR SPOKE ABOUT CERTAIN THINGS.
MUM WAS RESPONDING TO THE TREATMENT,ALTHOUGH IT WASNT GOING TO DO CURE JUST GIVE TIME,BUT IN JAN 2007 I NOTICED MUM WAS DIFFERENT,STRANGE...AND AFTER GOING WITH HER IN A AMBERLANCE I WAS TOLD IT WAS IN THE BRAIN...
MUM WAS ASKED IF SHE WANTED A OP,WHERE THEY COULD EASE THE PRESSURE ON HER BRAIN,MUM BEING CONFUSSED SAID YES.. NO NO NO,YES I WANTED MY MUM TO BE HERE FOREVER,ID HAVE SWAPPED PLACES WITH HER IN A HEARTBEAT BUT TO DO THAT FOR 2 WEEKS EXTRA...NO
MUM WENT TO A HOSPICE WHERE SHE STAYED FOR 3 WEEKS,2 WEEKS LONGER THAN THEY SAID.
HER LAST NIGHT I STAYED WITH HER,LAYING ON THE BED AND IN THE NIGHT MUM CALLED ME FOR A DRINK,GETTING THE WRONG ONE MUM CALLED ME A SILLY COW,AND SMILED,I WATCHED MUM ALL NIGHT
WHEN IT CAME TO THE NURSES WASHING HER I TOOK A WALK AROUND THE HOSPICE,RETURNING 30 MINS LATER I WAS TOLD TO PHONE WHO WAS NEEDED
IT WAS THEN I REALISED THAT MUM WAS GOING TO LEAVE ME
EVERYONE WHO SHOULD BE THERE WAS,BUT OTHERS WERE ALSO THERE WHO SHOULDNT HAVE BEEN,MY NAN GOT THERE 40 MIN BEFORE MUM DIED,
THE RADIO WAS ON AND MUMS FAV SONG FROM THE FOUR TOPS CAME ON FOLLOWED BY JAMES MORRISONS YOU GIVE ME SOMETHING,WHEN THAT SONG STAYED MUM WHO HAD NOT OPENED HER EYES SINCE SHE WANTED A DRINK TURNED TO ME AND SHE WAS GONE.......WHY WHY WHY
MUM ...MY MUM WAS EVERYTHING TO ME,AND LIFE HASNT BEEN THE SAME SINCE
MUM LEFT BEHIND MANY THAT LOVED HER,HER GRANDSONS CHARLIE AND MASON AND ADAM AND MUM NOW HAS A GRANDAUGHTER WILLOW (MUM LOVED WEEPING WILLOW TREES)
I WISH WILLOW HAD KNOWN HER NANA,
MUM HAD PUT UP WITH ALOT OF ** FROM SOMEONE SHE SHOULD NEVER HHAVE HAD TOO.AND THE GUILT FOR NOT BEING ABLE TO DO MORE WILL LIVE WITH ME UNTILL I DIE
THE ONLY GOOD THING IS SHE DOESNT HAVE TO PUT UP WITH THAT NOW AND IS FREE AND SAFE AND WITH HER MUM
THE TROUBLE IS THEY LEFT ME BEHIND
MUM I LOVED YOU SO SO MUCH AND THANKYOU FOR BEING MY MUM
TO LOVE YOU WAS EASY BUT TO LET YOU GO IMPOSSIBLE XXX
DEAR MUM,I SIT TODAY,THINKING OF THIS TIME LAST YEAR
ID BEEN TOLD NAN WOULD BE GONE B4 THE MORNING,THE BOYS HAD BEEN SENT TO LYNNS,AND I STAYED UP ALL NIGHT
WITH NAN,AND I REMEMBER EVERYTHING MUM,AND AS YOU KNOW NAN WASNT GOING ANYWHERE,SHE DIDNT WANT TOO
AND SHE WAS COPYING YOU...FIGHTING,AND GAVE ME MORE TIME WITH HER..............
I MISS HER MUM X X X X
my beautiful mum
the funeral went well,the song played first,not the end:0(
i left after as i did what i needed to do,i went to say goodbye and represant you and nan,and see auntie pearl..
i miss you mum,everything i miss,i will never let go mum,i cant,eveyday is a tiny bit easier in some ways,
i just want my mum!
x
love you mum
hi mum x x
its uncle cyrils funeral today...
i have decided to go.....
but will not stay to end as there playing nans song
wish you was here mum x x x x x
xxxxxxxxxx
mum its me,ive come to this site just so i can write to you again,i promise i will change song to one of yours,just the words say it all.....!!!!!!!!!!!!!
uncle cyril passed away mum,ok you will know this..
sorry mum!!
i couldnt go,told nan the same,too much too soon.
although lyns wanting my help was nice,but not for right reason,
boys a back tues,dads birthday...think hes getting his back up alittle lol
i miss you mum,cant believe nan will have been gone a year nxt month,i will try so had to make damians birthday gr8,but it will be hard....
i doubt anyone will remember..
from the bottom of my heart i love u x x
happy easter mum
happy easter mum,
i have added a easte egg for you!your fav!
i miss you loads mum,mum i have to write it for saying mum gets me know answers anymore,something i miss saying so very much.
the boys have a easter egg hunt x2 tomorrow.
will keep them busy.
one day mum i will get the chance to kiss/cuddle you and tell you how truely special you are
happy easter mum love your very proud daughter x x x
goodnight mum
mum,its coming to the end of the day
and 2 years has come,time is cruel,it slips past so quick,i neve wanted to leave you behind in 2007,i wish i could turn time aound..but i cant.
today like always i thankyou for everything you did and didnt do for me,i thankyou for fighting,for being and showing me how a mum should be too.
so many things have changed in the last 2 yrs!!
the boys are growing,people have gone on moved on and all i have had is a emptyness/lonelyness and the knowledge that i will never be able to see my mum speak to my mum or cuddle my mum,but what hasnt changed is the true love i have and will always have for you.you was and always will be 2nd to none.
forever yours mum...carlaxxxxxxxxx night night
Take a million tear drops,
and wrap them up in love,
ask the wind to carry them, to our terri,
in heaven above....... miss ya love ya,
never forget ya............xxxxxxxxxxxxx
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