| Location | Feltham Middx |
| Age | 54 years |
| Cause of Death | Cancer |
| Date of Birth | 14/06/1952 |
| Date of Death | 25/03/2007 |
| Visitors | 1,963 since 22/12/2008 |
| Creator |
MY MUM
ITS FOUR YEARS SINCE MUM PASSED AWAY
THE PAIN,GUILT IS STILL THERE JUST LESS RAW
MUM WAS TOLD SHE HAD CANCER AND SHE WENT INTO "FIGHT MODE" SHE GAVE IT ALL SHE COULD AND THEN SOME.. I KNEW SHE WAS SCARED BUT TO PROTECT OTHERS SHE NEVER SHOWED ANY TEARS OR SPOKE ABOUT CERTAIN THINGS.
MUM WAS RESPONDING TO THE TREATMENT,ALTHOUGH IT WASNT GOING TO DO CURE JUST GIVE TIME,BUT IN JAN 2007 I NOTICED MUM WAS DIFFERENT,STRANGE...AND AFTER GOING WITH HER IN A AMBERLANCE I WAS TOLD IT WAS IN THE BRAIN...
MUM WAS ASKED IF SHE WANTED A OP,WHERE THEY COULD EASE THE PRESSURE ON HER BRAIN,MUM BEING CONFUSSED SAID YES.. NO NO NO,YES I WANTED MY MUM TO BE HERE FOREVER,ID HAVE SWAPPED PLACES WITH HER IN A HEARTBEAT BUT TO DO THAT FOR 2 WEEKS EXTRA...NO
MUM WENT TO A HOSPICE WHERE SHE STAYED FOR 3 WEEKS,2 WEEKS LONGER THAN THEY SAID.
HER LAST NIGHT I STAYED WITH HER,LAYING ON THE BED AND IN THE NIGHT MUM CALLED ME FOR A DRINK,GETTING THE WRONG ONE MUM CALLED ME A SILLY COW,AND SMILED,I WATCHED MUM ALL NIGHT
WHEN IT CAME TO THE NURSES WASHING HER I TOOK A WALK AROUND THE HOSPICE,RETURNING 30 MINS LATER I WAS TOLD TO PHONE WHO WAS NEEDED
IT WAS THEN I REALISED THAT MUM WAS GOING TO LEAVE ME
EVERYONE WHO SHOULD BE THERE WAS,BUT OTHERS WERE ALSO THERE WHO SHOULDNT HAVE BEEN,MY NAN GOT THERE 40 MIN BEFORE MUM DIED,
THE RADIO WAS ON AND MUMS FAV SONG FROM THE FOUR TOPS CAME ON FOLLOWED BY JAMES MORRISONS YOU GIVE ME SOMETHING,WHEN THAT SONG STAYED MUM WHO HAD NOT OPENED HER EYES SINCE SHE WANTED A DRINK TURNED TO ME AND SHE WAS GONE.......WHY WHY WHY
MUM ...MY MUM WAS EVERYTHING TO ME,AND LIFE HASNT BEEN THE SAME SINCE
MUM LEFT BEHIND MANY THAT LOVED HER,HER GRANDSONS CHARLIE AND MASON AND ADAM AND MUM NOW HAS A GRANDAUGHTER WILLOW (MUM LOVED WEEPING WILLOW TREES)
I WISH WILLOW HAD KNOWN HER NANA,
MUM HAD PUT UP WITH ALOT OF ** FROM SOMEONE SHE SHOULD NEVER HHAVE HAD TOO.AND THE GUILT FOR NOT BEING ABLE TO DO MORE WILL LIVE WITH ME UNTILL I DIE
THE ONLY GOOD THING IS SHE DOESNT HAVE TO PUT UP WITH THAT NOW AND IS FREE AND SAFE AND WITH HER MUM
THE TROUBLE IS THEY LEFT ME BEHIND
MUM I LOVED YOU SO SO MUCH AND THANKYOU FOR BEING MY MUM
TO LOVE YOU WAS EASY BUT TO LET YOU GO IMPOSSIBLE XXX
mum,i hope ur ok,need you so much mum
i miss everything,give me something..anything
i love you lots mummy x x x
darling mum
why why why
i will not except that your gone,i cant
22months now,why cant you come and see me???
A Special Person.
OH Terry, bless you, my big regret was not being able to say so long for now.
Iloved you from first time i met you, your humour, your out look was fantastic, id never known some one like you.mind you had to have humour to have married my brother steve ha ha. You became a friend to me, then after i lost mum you were a sister that i never had, i told you everything, trusted you with my life. was always there for me you and your mum, our joan, god bless her. And i certainly hit you with a lot of surprises, thank you,
Your marriage broke up, it gutted me as you know, but we stll remained close for while, then we both got bogged down, suppose with our own lives.
Iam so glad i spoke to you, not long before you left us, there must hav been a sign for me to call you, if i remember rightly we talked for over an hour and a half, and still we had so much more to say.
You gave your all to my brother, i believe to this day, you were still in love with him, i personally believe he was your one true love, your soul mate.
You gave him 2 beautiful chldren, and me a wonderful niece and nephew, carla and jamie.
Carla has been so very strng, you must be so proud of her terri, she is a diamond i swear.
Well tel, you most proberly with mum now, and i bet she is still raising her eyes at you, as you motor around 80 miles an hour, can just picture it.
Thank you terri, for sharng your life with us, you are one very special person,and thank you for being there for me, and thank you for being you, even though i know it wasnt all plain sailing, as they say my friend, you did it your way.
So god bless you tel , just know you are in my heart and thoughts for ever more. xxx night night xxx
~Mother And Daughter~
The Bond Between A Mother And Daughter
Stretches Across Time And Space
Nothing Can Take Its Place.
Its Beautiful And Lasts Forever!
I Love My Mother And Miss Her So Much
I Don't Know What To Do.
I Know I've Got To Go On...But Its Difficult...
- Author Unknown
DARLING MUM
MUM...MERRY CHRISTMAS
OUR SECOND APART,BUT FOR U UR BACK WITH NAN AND I KNOW YOU WILL BE HAPPY.THATS ALL THAT MATTERS TO ME.
TOAY HAS BEEN SO PAINFUL,I MISS U SO MUCH AND NOT HAVING NAN HERE THIS YEAR HAS CRUSHED ME.THE TABLETS HELP.MUM I WOULD HAVE DONE ANYTHING TO KEEP U HERE,BUT AT LEAST NOW U ARE FREE OF ALL U PUT UP WITH.
U WAS THE BEST MUM,THANKYOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART FOR BEING MY MUM
MERRY CHRISTMAS
L.O.T.S.
XXXXXI LOVE U
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