| Location | Feltham Middx |
| Age | 54 years |
| Cause of Death | Cancer |
| Date of Birth | 14/06/1952 |
| Date of Death | 25/03/2007 |
| Visitors | 1,963 since 22/12/2008 |
| Creator |
MY MUM
ITS FOUR YEARS SINCE MUM PASSED AWAY
THE PAIN,GUILT IS STILL THERE JUST LESS RAW
MUM WAS TOLD SHE HAD CANCER AND SHE WENT INTO "FIGHT MODE" SHE GAVE IT ALL SHE COULD AND THEN SOME.. I KNEW SHE WAS SCARED BUT TO PROTECT OTHERS SHE NEVER SHOWED ANY TEARS OR SPOKE ABOUT CERTAIN THINGS.
MUM WAS RESPONDING TO THE TREATMENT,ALTHOUGH IT WASNT GOING TO DO CURE JUST GIVE TIME,BUT IN JAN 2007 I NOTICED MUM WAS DIFFERENT,STRANGE...AND AFTER GOING WITH HER IN A AMBERLANCE I WAS TOLD IT WAS IN THE BRAIN...
MUM WAS ASKED IF SHE WANTED A OP,WHERE THEY COULD EASE THE PRESSURE ON HER BRAIN,MUM BEING CONFUSSED SAID YES.. NO NO NO,YES I WANTED MY MUM TO BE HERE FOREVER,ID HAVE SWAPPED PLACES WITH HER IN A HEARTBEAT BUT TO DO THAT FOR 2 WEEKS EXTRA...NO
MUM WENT TO A HOSPICE WHERE SHE STAYED FOR 3 WEEKS,2 WEEKS LONGER THAN THEY SAID.
HER LAST NIGHT I STAYED WITH HER,LAYING ON THE BED AND IN THE NIGHT MUM CALLED ME FOR A DRINK,GETTING THE WRONG ONE MUM CALLED ME A SILLY COW,AND SMILED,I WATCHED MUM ALL NIGHT
WHEN IT CAME TO THE NURSES WASHING HER I TOOK A WALK AROUND THE HOSPICE,RETURNING 30 MINS LATER I WAS TOLD TO PHONE WHO WAS NEEDED
IT WAS THEN I REALISED THAT MUM WAS GOING TO LEAVE ME
EVERYONE WHO SHOULD BE THERE WAS,BUT OTHERS WERE ALSO THERE WHO SHOULDNT HAVE BEEN,MY NAN GOT THERE 40 MIN BEFORE MUM DIED,
THE RADIO WAS ON AND MUMS FAV SONG FROM THE FOUR TOPS CAME ON FOLLOWED BY JAMES MORRISONS YOU GIVE ME SOMETHING,WHEN THAT SONG STAYED MUM WHO HAD NOT OPENED HER EYES SINCE SHE WANTED A DRINK TURNED TO ME AND SHE WAS GONE.......WHY WHY WHY
MUM ...MY MUM WAS EVERYTHING TO ME,AND LIFE HASNT BEEN THE SAME SINCE
MUM LEFT BEHIND MANY THAT LOVED HER,HER GRANDSONS CHARLIE AND MASON AND ADAM AND MUM NOW HAS A GRANDAUGHTER WILLOW (MUM LOVED WEEPING WILLOW TREES)
I WISH WILLOW HAD KNOWN HER NANA,
MUM HAD PUT UP WITH ALOT OF ** FROM SOMEONE SHE SHOULD NEVER HHAVE HAD TOO.AND THE GUILT FOR NOT BEING ABLE TO DO MORE WILL LIVE WITH ME UNTILL I DIE
THE ONLY GOOD THING IS SHE DOESNT HAVE TO PUT UP WITH THAT NOW AND IS FREE AND SAFE AND WITH HER MUM
THE TROUBLE IS THEY LEFT ME BEHIND
MUM I LOVED YOU SO SO MUCH AND THANKYOU FOR BEING MY MUM
TO LOVE YOU WAS EASY BUT TO LET YOU GO IMPOSSIBLE XXX
hate march ......even more so when willows here and you are not mum,why did you have to be taken from me !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
miss u
hiya mum,really miss you next month has come so quick 4 years it will be...how....cruel
heart things come back again,im getting it checked.
damians grandads not well mum,i keep my fingers crossed there,he is such a gentleman!!
willows just over 8 months now mum...still doesnt say mum,said 2 times,wish she could say nana to you!!
charlies choosing his gcses masons got moc sats this week,,,wish you was here to see it mum x
ive been trying to go on my very old phone as i swear it has a message from you,so want to here your voicex
love you mum xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
x
hiya beautiful
mum...just wanted to write your name x
tattoo done!!!!!!!!!!!! its lovely mum,roy did an amazing job
hope u like it xx
lots
mum its 2011 and its going ok,damians grandads got cancer and still issues at masons school but .......
nan was 90 bless her,did she have a good day
i hope so..............
really miss you mum xxxxxxxxxxxxx
HAPPY CHRISTMAS MUMMY 2010
IT IS CHRISTMAS EVE MUM,11.07PM AND I WILL SOON BE GOING TO SLEEP(IF ADAM WOULD GO OFF TO SLEEP) HE IS SO EXCITTED MUM.
HE PUT A LETTER IN YOUR BOX,BLESS HIM.
WILLOWS 1ST CHRISTMAS MUM,YOU SHOULD BE HERE MUM,IT IS SO B****Y UNFAIR,YOU SHOULDNT BE ANYWHERE ELSE.
I MISS YOU SO MUCH MUM,4YEARS AND ITS NOT EASIER ATALL,ID GIVE ANYTHING TO HAVE YOU HERE WITH ME,DAMIAN THE BOYS AND WILLOW
YOU LOVED CHRISTMAS,YOU ALWAYS ENJOYED YOURSELF AND I MISS THAT.
TOMORROW I CANT BE ON HERE,IT WOULD UPSET THE BOYS AND ME.
MERRY CHRISTMAS MUM X X X X X X X X X X
happy christmas mum
dearest mum....
it is that time of year again...christmas
this will be my 4th without you,and its hell
i want to buy a mum card and instead of putting it in the drawer with the others,i want to give it to you.
i think of you daily,and when i look at your photos for a second i think you was real,you was here.
it snowed today,the boys spent hours out in it,i watched other kids out with their nans and.....................
this year willows here,her first xmas and you should be here to see it mum!!!!!!!!!!
wrong i know but shes made xmas worth being happy but it will be really hard to know your not with us.
i really miss you mum,and i mean really miss you.
i love you mum please know that xxxxx
TERRI
Missing you, talking to you, laughing with you, crying with you, confiding in you, comforting you, JUST BLOODY MISS YOU OK. xxxxxxxxxxxxx always.
30th NOVEMBER 2010
HI MUM,ITS MASONS BIRTHDAY TODAY...
HES 11 AND ITS SNOWING ASWELL...
WISH YOU WAS HERE..AS ALWAYS XXXX
LOVE YOU
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