| Location | Feltham Middx |
| Age | 54 years |
| Cause of Death | Cancer |
| Date of Birth | 14/06/1952 |
| Date of Death | 25/03/2007 |
| Visitors | 2,223 since 22/12/2008 |
| Creator |
MY MUM
ITS FOUR YEARS SINCE MUM PASSED AWAY
THE PAIN,GUILT IS STILL THERE JUST LESS RAW
MUM WAS TOLD SHE HAD CANCER AND SHE WENT INTO "FIGHT MODE" SHE GAVE IT ALL SHE COULD AND THEN SOME.. I KNEW SHE WAS SCARED BUT TO PROTECT OTHERS SHE NEVER SHOWED ANY TEARS OR SPOKE ABOUT CERTAIN THINGS.
MUM WAS RESPONDING TO THE TREATMENT,ALTHOUGH IT WASNT GOING TO DO CURE JUST GIVE TIME,BUT IN JAN 2007 I NOTICED MUM WAS DIFFERENT,STRANGE...AND AFTER GOING WITH HER IN A AMBERLANCE I WAS TOLD IT WAS IN THE BRAIN...
MUM WAS ASKED IF SHE WANTED A OP,WHERE THEY COULD EASE THE PRESSURE ON HER BRAIN,MUM BEING CONFUSSED SAID YES.. NO NO NO,YES I WANTED MY MUM TO BE HERE FOREVER,ID HAVE SWAPPED PLACES WITH HER IN A HEARTBEAT BUT TO DO THAT FOR 2 WEEKS EXTRA...NO
MUM WENT TO A HOSPICE WHERE SHE STAYED FOR 3 WEEKS,2 WEEKS LONGER THAN THEY SAID.
HER LAST NIGHT I STAYED WITH HER,LAYING ON THE BED AND IN THE NIGHT MUM CALLED ME FOR A DRINK,GETTING THE WRONG ONE MUM CALLED ME A SILLY COW,AND SMILED,I WATCHED MUM ALL NIGHT
WHEN IT CAME TO THE NURSES WASHING HER I TOOK A WALK AROUND THE HOSPICE,RETURNING 30 MINS LATER I WAS TOLD TO PHONE WHO WAS NEEDED
IT WAS THEN I REALISED THAT MUM WAS GOING TO LEAVE ME
EVERYONE WHO SHOULD BE THERE WAS,BUT OTHERS WERE ALSO THERE WHO SHOULDNT HAVE BEEN,MY NAN GOT THERE 40 MIN BEFORE MUM DIED,
THE RADIO WAS ON AND MUMS FAV SONG FROM THE FOUR TOPS CAME ON FOLLOWED BY JAMES MORRISONS YOU GIVE ME SOMETHING,WHEN THAT SONG STAYED MUM WHO HAD NOT OPENED HER EYES SINCE SHE WANTED A DRINK TURNED TO ME AND SHE WAS GONE.......WHY WHY WHY
MUM ...MY MUM WAS EVERYTHING TO ME,AND LIFE HASNT BEEN THE SAME SINCE
MUM LEFT BEHIND MANY THAT LOVED HER,HER GRANDSONS CHARLIE AND MASON AND ADAM AND MUM NOW HAS A GRANDAUGHTER WILLOW (MUM LOVED WEEPING WILLOW TREES)
I WISH WILLOW HAD KNOWN HER NANA,
MUM HAD PUT UP WITH ALOT OF ** FROM SOMEONE SHE SHOULD NEVER HHAVE HAD TOO.AND THE GUILT FOR NOT BEING ABLE TO DO MORE WILL LIVE WITH ME UNTILL I DIE
THE ONLY GOOD THING IS SHE DOESNT HAVE TO PUT UP WITH THAT NOW AND IS FREE AND SAFE AND WITH HER MUM
THE TROUBLE IS THEY LEFT ME BEHIND
MUM I LOVED YOU SO SO MUCH AND THANKYOU FOR BEING MY MUM
TO LOVE YOU WAS EASY BUT TO LET YOU GO IMPOSSIBLE XXX
hiya beautiful
good evening mum,thinking of u alot mum!! a girl always needs her mum.
and i could do with u around,but how can u,(but u can still try!!!!!!)
its november now mum,anther birthday coming without you,the years are cruel without u.
boys r ok,ud be so proud mum...i am they get me throu each day.charlies coming friday lol.
miss u mum,but miss is such a wrong word,i will never let go mum x
night night mum xxxx
i love u lots
hiya mum xx
i write to say i love you
i wish more that aything i could rewind time mum,
its nov and well your not here!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i miss u mum,i hope that whatever ur doing ur happy
i love u mum x x x x x x
hello nanny
i realy miss u i always will love u i once had a dream it was all about u,im now in year 5 i feel sad but your always in my soul love lots of love always your grand son mason
miss u mum 2 2 much xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
my mum.
i wonder what your doing mum.
i wonder if you was still here what would b hapenning
today?its been over 2 yrs mum,so many things have changed,happened,even moved on.....
but in some ways uve been gone 4ever,i cant think/feel things,then its like yesturday and the tears dont stop,but then once in a while u havent one anywhere,i "see" you at home,i picture you in the kithen,letting alf out,popping up to take nans tea,the musics on....an lifes ok
why you had to leave mum, why i couldnt have taken it from you.
you was the best mum,you are you THE BEST MUM XXX
i have spent alot of the time lately remembering
god i miss you mum.
mum,i love writing ur name
for im unable to call you
xxxx
hello beautiful,i hope the weathers not doing ur head in mum,its strange but everytime it rains/heavy winds i always think of u mum,and when its sunny i think of you with nan and think u mut be happy.
im so proud ur mine mum.
id give anything mum to have moment just to see you mum,anything!!
night mum xxxxxx
love u lots
STILL LOVED
Those we love dont go away,
they walk beside us every day,
unseen, unheard, but always there,
still loved, still missed, still dear....
hi mum,i hope ur doing ok mum,ive been thinkin about you alot lately,times gone by so quick,i close my eyes and can picture you,yet can wonder how the hell can you be gone!!!
went and saw dad,boys loved it their,got stalked by him...but didnt speak 2 it
mum ur the best u know that
xxxx
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